A proposition once insane, unfathomable to me…I took my first step, in Faith and I believed… Something Greater than I whispered, “You are capable.” And so I believed, and I was. I Am. And so are you!
With each painful step, a resilience graced me with my next. I suddenly had a vision that was far greater than any self doubt or fear. I never knew I was an athlete, besides my crazy, self disciplined practice. The liberation I found in running a race and love/dedication to the sport has now reconditioned and redefined my body and mind to surpass any limit I once held upon my abilities, in all areas of my life. It was not about a competition, a self-gratifying accomplishment or what was to be proven. My hours of sweat, pain, tears, victory and glory has manifested into a far greater purpose. I want to INSPIRE greatness in thee most unfathomable of circumstances. Not necessarily running from LA to Vegas (unless your Life depended on it, I’m sure you could make it happen) but CAPABLE of whatever you put your mind to. This is it! This is Life. Do it, JUST DO IT!
Goal accomplished: 6 courageous spirits reached the Vegas strip finish line, knowing what was once unfathomable has now become a reality…we Believed.
Every day, I stay True to my own mission to show the world the power of the human spirit. Challenge, explore, create, Inspire, rise up and “Believe and Become”. I encourage other extreme, life changing events as such; to Inspire greatness in people just like YOU & I, with or without disabilities…for the means of living a healthier, happier more fulfilled Life!
That being said, it’s not about me! I Inspire you and others to believe in your vision & become it! As I continue my journey within, each step of the way, every mile I run, I dedicate my experiences to encourage the importance of finding your greatness and to Believe in something GREAT and become it! This my friends is to BELIEVE AND BECOME!
To Love and Be Loved.
Sometimes there’s one, who walks into your Life with ease and no reservation. There’s an immediate unspoken understanding; an undeniable bond. You talk to for hours and/or moments of peaceful silence. Neither feels inferior, uncomfortable, nor judged. Only Love exists. Because without judgement, insecurity, or fear, there lies nothing but Love to exist; Love Is, all. Love Is. Fear is not…real. You seek happiness for one another, indefinitely, selflessly, while trying to find and understand blissful living independently, or maintaining it.
We do not lose ourselves in one another because as we give Love we find our hearts capacity to see it within ourselves. We then are happy just in the selfless acts of giving Love through our advice and support. Whether mental, physical, emotional or spiritual support, we GIVE, in Love. No sacrifice. No expectation. We surrender our time and selfish, ‘egoic’ desires or so called “issues” to make time to help, listen, and resolve for another or simply talk out a situation to redirect any impulsive or conditioned fear state thinking.
Never Losing sight of ourselves in this shared journey…own goals, desires and Life mission. Only enhanced by the UNCONDITINAL LOVE received and given. This to me, is to Love and to be Loved, without reserve. Thank you to my Mom and my best friend. They are my True definition of one of the greatest virtues in Life: altruism. As God so Loved his people & church, they’ve shown & reflected the same selfless, unconditional Love. One Love I can believe in only because they teach and show me every single day its existence. I only pray to attract and reflect more authentic relationships as such, and encourage its Truth in others, for ever and aways. Thank you for never letting me lose sight of who I am at my Truest self: Light & Love. I Look forward to a lifetime continuing to teach learn and inspire one another…..
Love Uncondionally and without reserve, Much Love. CcL
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2013 annual report for this blog.
Here’s an excerpt:
The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 26,000 times in 2013. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 10 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.
“I am my own biggest critic. Before anyone else has criticized me, I have already criticized myself. But for the rest of my Life, I am going to be with me and I don’t want to spend my life with someone who is always critical. So I am going to stop being my own critic. It’s time that I accept all the great things about me. The only person who can pull me down is myself, and I’m not going to let myself pull me down anymore.
You can be the most beautiful person in the world and everybody sees light and rainbows when they look at you, but if you yourself don’t know it, all of that doesn’t even matter. Every second that you spend on doubting your worth, every moment that you use to criticize yourself, is a second of your life wasted; a moment of your life thrown away. Don’t waste any of your seconds, don’t throw even one of your moments away.” Live IN Love.
If you are anything like me or the majority of women I’ve ever known, you relate to this wonderfully open and honest excerpt from C. JoyBell C. For the rest of our lives, the person we will share our journey with most is our own self. Your relationship with yourself, your True self within, is the most powerful relationship you will ever have!!! What kind of person do you want to spend the rest of your Life with??
I know I want to spend my life with a person who adores, challenges, enlightens, fights for, sees the good, LOVES all, Loves me and makes me the best me I can be….So that’s who I have to be. As I continue to evolve into the woman I want to be, I battle the good “Am I ever going to be enough?” complex, learned over years of enduring defeat, failure, mistakes and loss. But as I remind you, I remind myself…I am flawed; beautifully scarred and human:)) I do not strive for perfection but to use my imperfections to help teach and encourage the resilience that lies in each of us; to inspire you to see the light & LOVE that you ARE. Because, in the breakdown lies the beauty in who you are becoming and deepens the knowledge, expands your capacity to overcome and, most importantly, opens your heart to Love beyond any circumstance. To have lived & learned is the greatest gift to yourself and the world:) You are beautiful. Know this. Every scar, every curve, every line, every mark, every tear, every smile, every breath is yours, only yours. There is nothing more beautiful than YOU, because you are ONE of a kind … destined to leave your mark on this world. See, Give, Be Love and you will Be Loved, always!!!
Love You. .. so should you xx
“Drum sound rises on the air, it’s throb, my heart. A voice inside says, “I know you’re tired, but come. This is the way.” ~ Rumi When the world says “give up”. Faith whispers “Try one more time”. Hours of training, dedication, sweat, pain, sacrifice, renewal, determination and perseverance…..I Believed! This IS the way!!!! Life.
October 20th, 2013 ~ San Francisco Nike Women’s Marathon
“I’ve learned that finishing a marathon isn’t just an athletic achievement. It’s a state of mind; a state of mind that says anything is possible.” From Holy hills, a frost bit hand, and sharp pain in my hip, this race proved to be the hardest yet most enlightening challenge, both physically and mentally, of my Life. ‘Running is the greatest metaphor for life, because you get out of it what you put into it!!!!!! The girl who started the marathon is not the same who finished.
‘The marathon is a charismatic event. It has everything. It has drama. It has competition. It has camaraderie. It has heroism… Somehow, some way I pushed through in Faith and found a new personal greatness!!! MY marathon PR: 26.2 miles, 3 hours 37 minutes. Whatever you do, whether you are content where you are, or you strive for more, do not forget the lessons you have learned in your journey. After all, it is not necessarily they goal you must pursue, instead savour the time it takes you to get there! Take pride in how far you have come. Have Faith in how far you can go. And remember to enjoy the journey!!!! xx Believe and you will Become!!!
Please join Believe And Become this Sunday, October 13th for the annually AIDS WALK LA! My BFF and I will be leading team Believe and Become on this 10K (6 mile) walk through West Hollywood in efforts to support the AIDS epidemic. We support several charities through my pending non-profit and after walking for others the last couple years, thought what a great opportunity for Believe and Become to give back, bring amazing peeps together and contribute to one of the greatest causes. I’d LOVE for you to join me & the team!!
You can register @ www.aidswalk.net and join team: Believe And Become. We will meet at Melrose & San Vincente @9a for sign in, the walk begins at 10a Then we’ll refuel & celebrate at Tortilla Republic on Robertson:)) I know not everyone wants to RUN races with me but y’all can surely walk it out with me!!! WE #Believe in the cause, the cure; let’s #Become the change! Raising funds or just walkin it out, WE BElieve in being the change!!!!!! “Believe in a cause; BEcome the change.” Can’t wait!!! Much love…. #aidswalk2013 #BEthechange #redlipstick #rednikes #redcure #WeBelieve #IBelieve xx ~ #BelieveandBecome